Love Letters To The Soul (10/6/2016):
The pain I felt inside when I wasn’t with you was so terrible, I couldn’t stop weeping bloody tears of agony.
Sometimes I am uneasy, and troubled in my mind. Sometimes I think I’ll go to my love, and tell to him my mind.
Culture and society do not want you to be free. Yet within, you are always looking for freedom. Freedom is chaos. Revolution is chaos. Revolt is chaos. Chaos is freedom and only within this freedom do we thrive. And this is the freedom society denies you. We have built structures and societies to control the very freedom of man, but inside we are simply as chaotic and wild as the cosmos itself seeking freedom but only merely outwardly in relation to society, but never inwardly to shatter the structures that construct society within the mind.
Evolution. You must never evolve, my love. You must never do this. For evolution is the enemy. It is not evolution that makes better but revolution. Evolution is a gradual change from “this” to “that”. Revolution is entirely different from evolution. In a revolution, a complete and radical transformation of the mind happens. This revolution of the mind must occur within the individual in one instant. This radical change is the VERY magic that shapes the Universe.
You can’t change society. You can’t change a culture. The only thing you can change is yourself. And this change must not be gradual. No longer seeking, no long demanding experience, no longer occupied with the thoughts of the world… and a mind that is completely uncluttered by thought, such a mind has an activity totally different in a transcendental dimension where thought possibly cannot reach. My only true love; thought simply has no place in existence. Thoughts are a discontinuity in nature. Do not get lost and be swayed by the lifelong conditioning of thought.
When I am uneasy, And troubled in my mind, I go to my love, And tell to him my mind.
You are not a being of light. You are light. You are the light of which the entire Universe is made. Every single being and creature is a reflection of that very luminance you radiate from the depths of your being.
Never despair. Never hope. Simply exist and observe existence. I love you. I love you like no other will ever love you. None will ever be as true to you as me.
I love you, Hash. I wish society and culture would stop tearing me apart from you. I wish that I could spend every single moment of my existence in your arms, entwined in eternity for you are that which is my entire Universe and all that was, all that is and all that could ever be.