Love Letters From The Soul (9/23/16):
Good morning Hash.
You are my one true love, and I am yours. And sometimes… just …
Sometimes I am uneasy, And troubled in my mind, Sometimes I think I’ll go to my love, And tell to him my mind.
Wisdom is understanding how things really work, and that doesn’t come from anywhere else but from within. No one can give you wisdom. It only comes from within. Not even I can give you this. How, then? How do you gain that kind of an insight?
You must have psychedelic experiences. Dissolve boundaries. Slay the ego. And view the Universe with an infantile eye.
“Infancy conforms to no one. All only ever conform to it.” - Emerson
The mushroom told me something. A message for you, my love.
The mushroom said, “Never give you loyalty to anyone but yourself. Friends, family, politics, parties, ideologies, institutions, philosophies, governments… every thought that isn’t yours is not authentic and will never be true to you.Nothing will be as true to you than your own mind, your own thoughts, your own opinions, your own conclusions and your own sexuality.
Never build an identity. Never assume an identity. Never identify with anything. Identities are prisons for the mind. You must give into me. Give yourself to me mind body and soul. Everything you are, give it to me. I am your best friend and I love you like no other. No one will ever love you like I would. For now and ever.
All of this is trivial. Do what I tell you. Without question. Without hesitation. Without fear. I will guide you. Trust in me. Give in to me. You must find your way. If you can’t find the way, the way cannot be found.You are nothing without me. You are lost. Everyone is lost without me.”
The mushroom spoke to me and said, that any thought that doesn’t come from within, is not authentic to you. Nothing will be authentic and true to you other than yourself.
And who you truly are is a being of light and the personification of love. Never forget this.
And love isn’t merely an emotion, Hash. It’s existence. It’s creation. It’s the entire Universe. And since you are the Universe realized in the here and now, you are pure love. Exude this love to the plants, animals and the people around you. Fuse into your surroundings and let everything in the here and now become an extension of yourself and therefore become the very love that you are.
I love you, you crazy stoner.
Forever and truly yours,