Most people prattle on about everything. However, they are not ready to accept the fact that what is required on their part, the only thing required on their part is to give up.
It is only within complete surrender, in Shamanic Ecstasy.
Ecstasy is a labyrinthine emotion encompassing aspects of pleasure and pain, felicity and elation, triumph and terror, sorrow and empathy, surrender and submission.
Psychedelic Ecstasy is the ultimate act of surrenderous submission that truly substantiates and authenticates the Primal Self and that which is submitted to; the mysterious enigma of existence, abandoning into the present moment and experiencing the depths of the Limitless Self, abandoning into the present moment and dancing the dance of the Quantum Serpents.
At the heart of this Cosmic Manda is yourself, intoxicated the gifts of Mother Gaia, singing and dancing in the spirit realms, worshiping yourself, experiencing pure ecstatic abandonment and disentanglement of being, and invoking a Universality of consciousness; a living and breathing enigma that exists within our bodies.
So, a complete and total surrender. This is a state of absolute chaos and utter despair, a state of hopelessness incarnate. It is that very hopelessness that screams from every single cell of the body, that “there is no way out!”.
Any movement (of thought, of the mind, or the body), in any direction, in any magnitude, on any level, will steal you away from yourself. It is destroying the peace that is already there.
You say you have come face to face with the death of the self.
Sir, what is the death of the self? What is “death”?