While shopping for groceries, I went to see if they had a frozen vegetable mix so I would not have to cut my own, and then decided that I did not want frozen, but fresh vegetables. Suddenly, the realization came crashing down upon me with tremendous force: What is fresh? Why do I desire ‘fresh’?
Your obsession for the ‘fresh’ emerges from the fear of losing what you call “good health”. One eats this non-GMO, gluten-free, vegan, and organic fresh to prolong life. One will also fast or eat less to prolong life.
In short, delaying of death is what you’re interested in. That’s why you do yoga. That’s why you meditate. That’s why you sit in ridiculous poses.
Yet you never realize that this is your agony. This is the root cause of your entire existence entangled in chaotic torture. All you want to do is delay death. Nothing more, and nothing less.
The body simply doesn’t give a fuck about you or your stupid immortality game.
Yoga, meditation, and all the ridiculous exercises you do reverses the flow of Natural Energy, it doesn’t put you in the flow. You are being fooled by “thought culture” and self-hypnosis convinces you of some ridiculous states of being. All you are doing is inflicting violence upon the body.
The only exercise, the only meditation, the only yoga that animals do is to scurry around for food or run away from danger. Either chase or be chased. Otherwise, they are simply existing in their natural state, in peace, and tranquility.
Your whole existence revolved around the buying and selling, the sale of spiritualistic ideologies of immortality and eternalness.
The only thing you are interested in is immortality. There’s your ridiculous concept of the afterlife. All you care about is giving continuity to the ‘self’.
Such folly. Blinded fools. Blinded by this system of thought or that.
To sit there, and to be motionless, to be still, to have a still mind, to have choiceless awareness, to be mindful, it’s all rubbish.
I have never gone to masters to see what they have to teach. I only go to see how they all miserably fail at life.