On the Genealogy of Self and the Explicate Order of Nature: Fragmentation of Wholeness and the Implicate Disorder
Self-actualization is the cause of fragmentation. Find your center? Bring the senses together to the center of your being? The center is itself a fragment, connected to other fragments. The central fragment is “I am”. Every other fragment is connected to this fragment. It’s all a series of fragmented movements. Fragments do not unite to bring a whole. Whole only divides to make fragments.
The illusion is that the center is the source of all binding activity. It certainly seems that the center is organizing the fragments into a whole. Not only does it seem that way, but one wants to bring everything together into the center, and find wholeness to stop the fragmentation.
The thought is ever cunning, dear sirs and madams. It will convince you of wholeness when you are more divided than you have ever been, more fragmented than ever before.
Did thought create the center? Or did the center birth thought itself?
When do you become aware of the fragmentation? Where lies there fragmentary evidence? Can you be aware of the whole? Can one take a survey of the entire wholeness or can one only ever look at a fragment here and there?
Oh! Fuck me sideways. It is the present moment which is the prime source of all fragmentation. It is the movement of time!
Go live in the present moment peddled by the yoga teachers. Go. Go and be fragmented, while thought convinces you of wholeness.
I’m surrounded by greed filled imbeciles.
I woke up to an intense realization: It is the present moment which is the prime source of all fragmentation. It is the movement of time!
Go people. Go live in the present moment peddled by the yoga teachers and meditation masters. Go. Go and be fragmented, while thought convinces you of wholeness.
Tee hee hee hee. Everyone is a sucker for a system, a method, a technique, a formula… a model by which to mold themselves.
Every yoga, every meditation, every system, every method, every formula, every technique is only ever inflicting violence upon the body in order to gain peace.
Every ideology, every philosophy, every ism… Thought is binding, limiting and limited. Therefore anything thought produces would be binding, would be limiting, and limited.
To be oneself demands extraordinary intelligence. You are that very intelligence; none need give it; none can take it away from you. The one who lets that expression manifest itself in its own manner is a ‘Natural’ man, the Mighty Stoned Ape.
Otiose is every action to relate my description to the manner in which you maybe functioning. When you shall stop the comparison inwardly and outwardly, what shall remain is your Natural State. You, then, would reject all thought and empty the mind of the “known” without action, without thought, without cause.
The acausalness of this enterprise is the manifestation of the wholly other. The so-called self-realization is the discovery of yourself, for yourself, and by yourself that there is no “self” to discover. It happens, and it happens without cause, without reason, and without justification. There is nothing you can do to bring this out. Any action you take will only ever further you from your true Nature.
This alone will demolish every nerve ending, every single cell, even the marrow in your bones; burn and evaporate the wild river in your veins. It will come as a cosmic blow that will shatter your being. This towering mountain will come crashing down on you with tremendous force. There is no self. There is no individual here. There is nothing. Just an alien within the monkey; the Intelligence of the cosmos; the story of the Universe.
This body and every single cell that comprises it, is not interested in you or your thoughts. Every single cells wishes only to survive and reproduce. The only thing that the organism wants to do is survive and reproduce; eat and fuck in the crudest of terms.
That’s it. Just to eat and to fuck. Nothing more. Nothing less.